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My Voice
Unfortunately, silence for me is not an option, it is virtually impossible to keep me quiet for more than an hour. You see if I am silent, and not asleep, there is something wrong.
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Hair Brushing
After the last dramatic “End-ship” I started questioning what is it about me that makes me end up in this same situation..
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Winning The Lotto
I can see how close I am to this type of emotional instability, panic, and breakdown. The only difference is that I have a wonderful support structure, in short I know I am not alone.
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The Secret To Cheese
You see, the denial of these big emotions is like the cellophane wrapper containing me and preventing my way forward. Instead of leaning into it, what I need to do is unwrap it.
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A Gap In The Forest
You see friendships move and change just like the tree’s moving in the wind but sometimes the storm is greater than the strength of its roots.
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I am……..
At first I was startled, and froze, waiting for him to fly away, but he just stayed there. I moved slowly, got my camera and snapped a few pictures. As I put my camera down, I came to the realization that this noble bird was acknowledging me.
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The Jump
Put science and physics to one side for a moment. Distance and space is quite subjective, depending on what is happening or how you are feeling.
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Slowly Slowly
The path through life doesn’t need you to race toward it, because you are already on it. All I was doing was rushing through life and not seeing it.
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Pipi’s In A Pot
– sorrow, if not acknowledged can end up being just as large and as difficult to carry as one single big traumatic event.
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My Own Garden
You know I once broke up with a guy because he liked to garden. This was many many years ago before I knew pretty much anything, and especially before I knew how confused and scared I really was. I distinctly remember, it was a beautiful sunny Sunday and I was down on my hands and…
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